From the recording Such A Mess
Written and performed by The Deader End
℗ 2025 Kintsugi Forge
© 2025 Orval William Thompson Music
All rights reserved.
Lyrics
I’m sorry I’m such a mess
I’ve been this for sometime
Put your hand on my chest
And draw a dotted line
And cut me up
Pull out my heart
You’ll see I wasn’t like this
From the start
And I want to get better
I’m sorry I’m such a mess
I find living hard sometimes
It’s easy to forget
To live while you’re alive
And feel beyond this hurt inside
And see beyond these blurry eyes
This suffocating stress I seethe
My inner voice that wants to scream
This weight that’s crushing me to death
To know that it’s
To know that it’s
To know that it’s
It’s in my head
And I want to get better
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
I want to get better yeah
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
And I want to get better
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
I want to get better yeah
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
Start chasing down our long lost dreams
Best friends, late night revelry
Locking arms, our voice screaming
I’m alive and well and still breathing
Feeling first kiss drunkenness
In love again
In love again
In love again
And not jaded
We can get better
We want to get better yeah
We can get better
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
We want to get better yeah
(I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up)
I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up
I’ll keep living, I’m not giving up
